Dear Dayani,
I thought I have passed the anger phase, but it looks like I haven't. I want to slap everyone who talked to me about you as if it's your life is an unfortunate incident. I want to smack the so called friend who haven't reached out to me with their condolences because they could not stomach this loss. But the truth it I am still angry that you are not here with me. This life demands that I move forward without you. Not a day goes by that I want to scream out WHY?!! It turns out that your death was not the hardest thing I had to go through. Living this life without you is possibly one of them.
This weekend was my and Appa's 6th wedding anniversary. We are trying again. If you were here, there would be no discussion about having another baby. Are you coming back? If you are, please give me a sign.
All my love always,
Your mommy
I thought I have passed the anger phase, but it looks like I haven't. I want to slap everyone who talked to me about you as if it's your life is an unfortunate incident. I want to smack the so called friend who haven't reached out to me with their condolences because they could not stomach this loss. But the truth it I am still angry that you are not here with me. This life demands that I move forward without you. Not a day goes by that I want to scream out WHY?!! It turns out that your death was not the hardest thing I had to go through. Living this life without you is possibly one of them.
This weekend was my and Appa's 6th wedding anniversary. We are trying again. If you were here, there would be no discussion about having another baby. Are you coming back? If you are, please give me a sign.
All my love always,
Your mommy
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