20 weeks since you left

Dear Dayani,

It's been twenty weeks since you left us...

Now I know that grief is not a linear process

That sometimes it's up, sometime it's down, most of the time it's in between

Now I know that there will always be a part of me that never left you at the hospital that morning of November 24th.

That my soul has been shattered into a million pieces, for each moments we shared together frozen in time. 

I have to live with that, accept it.

Now I have a better understanding of love, you gave me that. Thank you.

I know many things now, but I still don't know how much longer it will be until I hold you in my arms again.

And these tears just won't stop falling...